Cerpen in english

Hallo......
To the point?!!
Good night !! Bad night for me. Cause I see you when I go to the factory with bad mood. Just leave me alone in the canteen and say " Me First" to my friend Isti.
What wrong with you?? Is there anything wrong with me??? Am I wrong or make a mistake?? Are you angry with me or jealous with somebody else or just "Miss"...Or angry coz I have refused your kissing every we meet?? Or angry with me coz you have lend your walkman???or you hate me....
Oh my God??? It s so many questions in my mind. I am so confused. How could I to know or understand your act (behavior). Sometimes you care, sometimes you don't care.
I know you hardman. And if you angry, I just quiet/silence. Coz I don't want add your angry. Don't you know, from deep inside my heart, I am really love you, really want you to be mine/ my husband. Really want to be my side. Coz you good man, very kind, cool, simple, and everything you have.... I know all. I am honest. I am a lucky girl. So lucky...Thanks God giving me a goodman. After I pray all night and day, I don't want a wrong man anymore.
My Love just for you. I don't want give to somebody else except my family. A white love and i don't want mix this love with desire. You have told me too. So I am sorry and please forgive me. If I sometimes refused your kissing .Please forgive me. Maybe you are a little annoyed with me. Why????
Why I don't get your lips "perhaps"....I Guess....
Amazing too, why problem always come when we come at night??? Maybe I am too young ,,Could not solve this  problem clearly?? So I need your help. How Good it is!!!
Perhaps I am so Egois. Just think bout my self and my job....
Oh My Baby....My Honey....Please forgive me If I have a mistake..Would You forgive me??Would You???
I am sorry too if there is a word which a little touch your heart. Once again :   I Am Sorry....

Bye...Bye...